blogging

I'm sitting in the hair salon under the dryer just thinking..

although 2010/11 has been filled with sorrow (due to losing my dad) & huge changes... I have also been blessed. blessed with a new baby (whom will be here in 27 days!) blessed with new connections and job opportunities. blessed with life  p e r i o d.

I begin to question.. do we really have to lose in order to gain more? does God help ease the pain of loss by blessing us greatly? 

can I be selfish and wish that we didn't have to lose in order to gain?

just thinking...